Dearest Pony,
I hate giving advice. I really do. How do I know what anyone should do? But there is one thing I think I can say for certain that you should never do. And that is to get a “reading” from any psychic, astrologer, tarot card reader, dream interpreter, or intuitive anything. YOU know all you need to know. Don’t give your power away. I speak from painful experience.
I love you.
Mom
Talking mental health with Sam Dylan Finch.
Rather than trying to "get over it," perhaps we can learn from it
I got sober. Life got big.
A story of wanting, getting, and wanting more.
sacpros.org is devoted to breaking down the barriers which prevent access to mental health services by providing easy access to available services in the community
WITHIN ARE PIECES OF ME
A space of free expression
Conversations with Street People
the Story within the Story
Create the Life you always wanted
faraway, magical lands
"Don't forget about the blue sky, sunrise, & all the space between."
Why Isn't Dating Easier in the Digital Age?
Health, Fitness, and the Great Outdoors
Prose, Poetry and the Mindful Ramblings of a Socially Conscious Woman
Seven Tools for Unleashing Your Creative Self and Transforming Your Life
Anxiety & Panic Disorders & Addiction RECOVERY
Dear Squirt, 
That is a radical departure from your feelings in the past.
I know! That is why I am hoping Pony never goes down that rabbit hole! It is an addiction, a distraction, and ultimately a power sucking vortex.